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doctor. it's very lonely when it's quiet. boyfriend is at work. mom's picking up brother. dad's out somewhere. other brother isn't home. sister-in-law and daughter are on vacation. a lot of alone and quiet time. well, not a lot. but i rather be sleeping. or eating potato chips and dip. i'm really craving them. i think i like the saltiness. i was looking around diaryland the other day. i was looking for stuff on teen parents, or people who started having kids early, someone, anyone, who i could talk to about this. someone who is either there or has been there. there's no one that updates their diaries. with kids it's hard. but some people having updated in centuries. a few months. more than a few days. i don't want to try to contact someone and that person never contact me back. i guess my mom is right, i have trouble going to people. i had my second ob/gyn appointment. i'm just 15 weeks so i have to wait another 3 weeks for the ultrasound. i heard a little bit of the heartbeat. it was weird. i don't remember it because it took her like 10 minutes and she didn't find it, then the doctor came over and pushed down on my uterus like it was a bean bag or something. it still kinda hurts. not much, it just scared me. cuz he pressed down hard. but at least we know the baby has a heartbeat. i need to think up names to use in here. i need to write back to my friend. first i'm gonna get some chips. and watch a little tv then come back. i should definitely do school work. it's starting to get on everyons nerves. it's on mine too. i just wish people would get off my back. but then again, if they got off my back i may never do it. but who knows. alright. i may write more later. until then. Miss Anything? |
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