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baby shower.
2002-11-24 | 2:24 p.m.

so, yesterday i had my baby shower. it was lovely. everyone was so nice, and we got some wonderful gifts. i did all the thank you cards today, so that's out of the way. josh and i haven't been able to see eachother a lot lately because we're constantly busy. me with planning of the shower, getting ready for baby, school, being pregnant, running here and there and fucking everywhere. him with work, school, running around, planning for baby and life, and helping his mom with her moving of the rooms around. today was supposed to be a day where we just chilled out together, but it seems that's not possible. there's too much to do. i wonder if we'll ever be able to lay down and watch a movie and cuddle like we used to do. i wonder if those days are over. and that scares me. it scares me that this baby is real, too. but it becomes less scary whenever i think or see josh and realize what a great daddy, boyfriend (eventually husband), best friend, and person he is, will be, and everything. sometimes it makes me want to cry. he's just so wonderful to me. i can't imagine starting a family with anyone but him. i truly love him to pieces.

i have massive moving around to do if i'm going to get all of these baby presents into my room before thanksgiving (which is thursday, by the way). so, rushrushrush. and i have massive homework to do if i'm going to finish 11th grade and start 12th before christmas. and i have massive walking and working out to do if i'm going to pass school period, 2 hours a week. plus, if i don't start walking more, my labor will be harder. now, i'm 30 weeks pregnant, tomorrow starts my 31st week. and i'm having massive nesting instinct overload. which, they say, is a sign of incoming baby, but i don't have any of the other signs. no braxton hicks contractions. maybe it's just the realization that our baby girl is coming soon. and there's so much to do. or maybe it's the realization that i really do have to grow up and get my ass in gear, who knows.

i've moved to every 2 weeks obstetritian appointments, then at 36 weeks (5 weeks away), i go to every week until our little bundle of joy is here. it's amazing how fast the pregnancy has started to move! in the beginning it was slow, the second trimester it was faster, now it's racing! which i'm glad for in a way, it means the pregnancy will be over soon. but i'm scared because it means our baby will be here soon.

but, oh well, can't stop it from coming, right?

i'll show some pictures of the crib set and stuff later, right now i've got things to do and people to see. *laugh*

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