41 weeks.
2003-02-05 | 12:50 p.m.
i have not even felt like looking at this diary. i'm so sick of the waiting. i really am. it's exactly 1 week from my due date today, and still. nada. i'm going in next wednesday, they're going to hook me up to a fetal monitor and see 'what's really going on with that baby'. i can tell you what's going on with her, she's being stubborn. i really don't think she's going to come on her own, i think i'll need to be induced. it's just a feeling. but, i still look for all the labor signs. i should just stop though. because i get my hopes up and then nothing. so, next week i go to the doctor. i really don't think she'll be making an earlier appearance. but, hey, we'll see, right? still a centimeter. still pregnant. still waiting. that's about it. no baby yet. i've been ultra moody. and i can be set off so easily. either crying, yelling, pissy, whatever. then, i'll just suddenly change. i'm getting on my own damn nerves. i get mad at myself easily too. and the fact that i can't bend over or anything is really getting on my nerves. there are more things going on, but i'm in a somewhat decent mood, and they will just piss me off, so i don't think i'll talk about them right now. one last thing, does anyone know where i can get a layout for this diary? i know about the diary layout places, i'll have to look at them. i could do it myself, but i just don't feel like it. and i'm sick of looking at the template.
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